Post cheio de erros. Até nisso você me melhorou.
You can say that everything is gonna be fine how many times you want to. I really do not mind, I just cannot promise that I will believe it and sleep well today. I cherish those things that never even happened. I keep waiting for something that I'm pretty sure is not going to be real. You said that sometimes it is like you need me. If this is true I would like you to teach me how you deal so well with needing and not having. Do not say that you had already grown up and now you know bare this and one day I will know too. I am not that fool.
I was thinking and I realized that you will never read this. And I am sorry for this, I wish you could know how I feel. I will never tell you. We both know that. This words can not have the sadness they should. I really wanted things were different. For me, for you, for her. I cannot wish your happiness when I know I am not part of its. I wish I was a little part of your routine. To know about the way you are used to sleep, the first things you are used to do when you get up and when you go to bed.
You go home in the end of the day missing her and I would like to remind you that you are not going to se me for the next days. But I think it is better to shut up and let you realize it by yourself. I am waiting for this day. Hoping that you will call me and not talk about work.
I will be waiting. It is one of my best skills.
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